April 2010

It Begin Le...

i goin to slim myself again le...hahahha....slimming training..hahha..

i learning how to manage my time very well..handle everything very nice n smart...

recently..very easy to get emo...i juz notice...i fall in deep shit very very very deep le....i dunno why...reali dunno why....izit wat we call...love..hahahahhaha

izit i like coz she like me...hahahha..i also dunno...

sonner or later...tis question ned to ans...if not...april de johnson will crazy like hell...

actually wat u say...i goin to do tis april le...

mayb u think i not mature enough...u say me look like play play de person...look like kid...

but...mayb u stil dunno wat reali inside my mind...

hahahhaha...ned to control myself le...try not to easy get affect by u...haha

Muz Remember

I VOW A PROMISE..>>>>>

i dun wan step in any of tis shit le...my focus is study..n de dream of 3 years...n 5 years

any of tis shit come enter..leave it n say no...

my mind onli..de dream to make it happen...

everyone in de shit..leave all of it..n start a new life...

VOW..new life begin from de moment of MONDAY..

papa n mami...dun worry..ur son wil be a bookworm soon...

less n less n less yam cha..b a study boy...

BEGINNING OF STUDY HOLIC...

jia u jia u...

CITE from previous post de...

wat actually in ur mind...r we juz in de middle of no where ma..no purpose..no meaning..hahahhaa....m i stupid n let u keep playin wit me ma..

everytime wit u..i heard a voice..a sound..remind me..u stil hv plenty of work to do...u stil have many thing to settle...

every moment we together...i heard de voice..izit mean..we r in de wrong path ma...

wat reali u wan ne...i reali dunno..n i dun wan to care too..

i have to control myself..not to let u play wit me anymore..but..its reali reali hard le...

u care me..izit juz tat i m brother to u..or a lover to u...we r much in blur condition...hahaha...

hmmm...PROMISE..insidemy mind le...deeply inside le..

she is de 1st gal..i took my hp to ask for her hp number...

No Mood To Write Le..

Gonna Start Work Assignment Le..

hahahaha...

JohnSon Jia u JIa u..

Been A While

its been a while din write in de blog le..hahaha...quite lazy actually..dunno why..nuah ard gua...hahaha...:P

hmmm..nothing is making me more fan bout it...all bout de same old song....

she make me...feel like...dunno how to say...we so much close..wat u wanna mean it ne....izit i m juz a play toy for u...everytime..i remind myself..tis is juz a playin fun game...but..me step in deep shit wit u le....

tis game is not fun at all...not fun..i dun wan play le..can ma..can i leave ma...

u hv de power making me lost of myself...i tryin to protect myself..so hard..but i stil lost it to u..

hahahaha...damm...

I VOW A PROMISE..>>>>>

i dun wan step in any of tis shit le...my focus is study..n de dream of 3 years...n 5 years

any of tis shit come enter..leave it n say no...

my mind onli..de dream to make it happen...

everyone in de shit..leave all of it..n start a new life...

VOW..new life begin from de moment of MONDAY..

papa n mami...dun worry..ur son wil be a bookworm soon...

less n less n less yam cha..b a study boy...

BEGINNING OF STUDY HOLIC...

jia u jia u...

T.T

finally..22 years..it doesn't happen de thing...happening now le..

cant believe..i reali reali cant believe...

de water drop..rain drop..coz of her..coz of her..make me drop it..

u r de 1st one...i drop it...cant believe...reali..break all de rules le..breaks le...

forgive me..i din tell u early..sorry..

forgive me..i din start it early...sorry...

11-03-2010

most precious time...

beginning of 1st day...in relationship le..11-03-2010....

i wil treat u nice nice de...haha...

thanks to brothers n sisters...big loon..sam sam..n ping ping....love u all oways...

Day 3 of Break

today..is day 3 of de break le...

actually yesterday wan blog de..but..haha..

lets story ba...haha...

saturday...de gathering of most n highly pattern ppl..hahaha..all professional inside..haha..

straight after de bsm exam..haha..exam also no mood..hehe..go jj buy thing wit sam sam...long time din go out wit u ard le..haha..

den i go muar to buy otak otak...hahaha..shuang de lo..

den nite gathering at sam sam hometown...haha..lucky got beer..if no..bbq plus de durian good one...sure pimples out many de...hahaha...

FIRST TIME of OPERATION...

de moment..when goin to meet de doctor..i so much nervous de lo...hahah..so sked of pain...while waiting..chat wit my mum..whether pain ma..den she share experience..keep say..no pain de..no pain de...haha...

den when de doc come..de doc terus say..ok..operate..here to here..haha..den rm 100...ahaha..den i say yes..ok..

when operate..de needle shoot at de spot..so much pain..

on de process..i din feel any pain..coz got put ubat le ma...haha..

after de ubat bius lost..de pain..is PAIN de lo...ma de...hahaha..

but..is a nice experience..my very very 1st time..haha..

MOMENT...

de moment together is short..but..i reali reali appreciate it..

de question fly to my head again..but..i take de busy shell to protect myself...

BUSY

is goin to busy le..everything come le..gain de energy..to fight till MAY 13..lets go for it...

march day one

day one of march...begin wit a yam cha...hahaha...supper again..gou gou li liao lo...

fat fat back le la..haizz...

how i gonna arrange de time to do de operation ne..after operation...a lots of thing cant eat le...

house electric problem..tomolo..how i gonna arrange to repair it ne..damm..got class..got exam..

time limited...wit unlimited of job..haizzz....

so tired le...

CNY 2010

haha..finally..force myself to write down tis blog..haha..startin to lazy to write le...hahaha..

finally..chinese new year le...hmmmm..lets recall back de memory yea..

de nite be4..after juz have simple meal..ermm..not tuan yuan fan also..coz my big sis not yet back...den we juz simple eat eat nia...tat nite..i go drink again..hahaha..ppl cal me energizer...hahaha..coz not stop boom boom shake shake..hahaha...den back home...slp slp...so shuang...

day one to 3...spendin time wit my family..wit my big sis..n my sister in law...hahaha...chat chat..talk talk..eat eat....haha...gai gai...watch movie wit them...hahaha...

day 4..start goin out le...go bai nian...venue is at bukit katil..my fren house...11am...hahaha...i m de most early de..coz i dun ned fetch other ppl...all ppl gather there...after 12..den i leave de trip..go other trip...go find my primary skol teacher..meet up few of my primary skol fren..hahaha..de teacher stil leng leng...stil old pattern...hahaha..after tat..join back de trip..around 3 pm...haha..miss few houses le...sad sad...den until de last house...wilson chicken rice de son house...haha..drink beer..henessy...all...den back le..coz i ned to send back my fren...at ozana..

when back..haha..so funny..my buddy mum cal her..ask her dun ned back la...slp my house....hahaha..her mum r so much like me de lo...n she can back anytime as long as is with me..hahaha...long story wit her mum also...hahaha..

day 5..meet up my house...old best buddy come visit..denny chu..sport car owner...hahaha..den we go few houses..den go watch movie...ermm...den back le...

day 6..most fun n crazy n super tired de day...early morning..go a famosa..damm..
most fun de thing is..de speed of car..drive by my cousin...so much shuang...n sked also de...hahaha...i juz noe..when de time back...although n lucky i din drive..my hand r shaking...n sleepy...so so sleepy...haha

day 7..rest day...rest in house whole day...coz slp from 3 sumthin to 3 sumthing..huhu...so shuang yi xia de...

day 8...bai tian kong...hahaha..morning go pasar pagi n pasar..meet up last time my colleague...haha...den nite is de ceremony of bai tian kong...every step is very precise n careful...hahaha..when reach 12am..burn de money paper...n burn de fire cracker...red boom..tat is old old old...hong pao...haha..de sound is different de...damm sharp de..hahaha..so shuang...

den day 9..open skol le...haha..

cny holidays...end le...start de study life le...gonna slim again...hehe

Cleaning Ceremony...

quit a long time din blog le hor...hahaha..pai seh pai seh a..

today cleanin house...use hand to wash..from car porch to behind kitchen...

den den...toilet n bathroom also..all i wash wor...de power..totally gone finish...haha..

when cleanin also...fell down n hit de 'shen zuo'...haha..lucky de whole thing din roboh...hahaha...if roboh..me jia lat...when de time fell down...also kena diao...hahaha..tats de thing i feel so funny..different way to concern from parent...haha...becareful..but is scoldin de..haha..

den..while washin bathrrom..thumbs kena cucuk by paku...shit daooo.....den blood lo...come out blood also stil ned continue..damm..hehe..

den wash de toilet...my head knock dao de paip...haha...is pain de lo..but act no pain...haha..dunno got bonggol onot..hahaha..

it end around lunch time...lucky...but..de tiredness..is cant describe de...terus go bed..terus slp...haha..till now lo...

middle plural de story...haha..we start gettin to know each in de event..den become more closely...while chattin wit her in de work..in training time...haha..
den come back skol...den more chattin...since last few week...chattin bout my family thing...haizzz...tears wan drop ard de..but i hold it..put all energy juz to hold it...go back juz drop...

i m de playin guy..she noe de...but she slowly change de perception le...its good o bad..i dunno la...

i dun wan enter de game ard....i enter few times le..is enough for me to stay on de line n do my thing better...is reali reali tired de...

izit my problems ma..m i not open enough ma...is my fault ma...

haizz....

i shall leave le la..dun get into it...Johnson..go away from tis field....

Tears Drop

tears drop again ma...

dunno why...like to drop many times tis sem ne...

dun tell me its not worth fight for...

dun tell me..its not worth dying for...

everythin i do...i do it for u...

Piano

when kemas-ing my grandma room...i found tis...hahaha...old old piano..yamaha..expensive de...hahhaha...

last time i got play de...forget all le la...hahaha..nice nice..

Holiday

MOnday..Back from de holiday...goin Genting n KL...haha...

haizzz...Its Nice Holiday...hope it could b everyday is holiday...but in dream onli nia...

at first day..goin to genting...late for bus..lucky can hold de bus on time..good good...den reach KL..coz of de time problem..we trake taxi..illegal de...hahaha...

one hour..de taxi man reali one hour reach genting first world hotel..haha....den check in..Thx to Uncle Kamarul...haha...for de cheap cheap big room..hahha..Uncle..Take care yea...

den casino...hahaha..shuang shuang...de most shuang is not casino..is de fun n fresh air...

leavin melaka..holiday..relax a bit..is nice..when back to melaka..is reali not nice le...

den go KL..geng liao..no hotel wor..wat de shit dao...hahaha..but...lucky got big sis help..go find de hotel...haha...YY38..kan..so small room..fuk lo..but ok la..bo bian also de....

den shoppin time..go here n there..walk walk walk...wlak dao shuang..leg also tired..come out water ball lagi..hahaha...

when back to melaka...is reali sien..back to a place..full of pressure...full of decision....

parent hope me graduate fast fast..but me here stuck wit timetable problem...n might wit supp paper problem..

so tired...so tired...so tired...

decision...very sien...they dunno me how pressure i m...how much desire i wan graduate now...explain wil onli burn my temper up nia...

they stil not believe me...say me oways sing k...play here n there...but do u now ehn de time i study hard for revision...u dunno...u juz noe me go play...go out...nia....

when i say..u stil no believe...wat shud i do..wat shud i reali ned to do..ia lso dunno...

explaining is not my pattern...wan me explain..can..i can do it..but explain le..u dtil no believe..den ask me explain for wat...haizzz

i oways is baby to them...one day i wil grow also..u wan me oways baby in ur eyes a....tight me up ma...gv me some space plz...i wan so space...i ard pushin myself to de limit to study le..plz..i not complaining...but i hope u can gv me space...

pushin me..gv me negative thinkin..oways ur style..parent oways negative de..sked tis n tat...wat for...haizzz....

why juz cant gv some space...u say u gv me...but u say me too much..din use it wisely...but..exercise ok ma...no yam cha...if yam cha..i noe is my fault..

dun tight me so much...i sked i wil reali goin crazy soon...

plz...plz....i not so well to control de pressure big big de...i learnin also...

dun press me...plz..plzz....

i decide to become study study nia..plz..dun press me...i beg u..plzz...

i dun wan like tis feeling...decision decision...i so enough wit tis...haizzz...

no more hapiness le...soon..no more soon le...goin to empty zero hapiness le ba...hmmmm...

glad wit tis...

Last Sem..?? @@ ??

first day of skolling..i m so tired..juz can say tis..

worse n worse le..today..run here n there juz to find out de answer for my few questions...

i might b extend coz of coco...if tis become real..my words is reali powerful...

haizzzz...........i dunno how to decide ard...i so tired...so messy...hen luan...

dunno how ard la...haizzzz..........

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz yooooooooo

juz can walk n c from day to day nia...

duno how to say ard...

Haizzz

actually..de feeling is good de..wanna do fyp..wan to start early...

but gv de KING kacau my feeling...affecting me now...sien sien...

i juz open sound..de fb game de sound...not more than 10 second..kena marah ard..

he say..u play wat lin game..tis game cannot off de sound si ma...kacau nia...

FXXK u..ma de...last time i wan slp..u also open de sound..i say close...u stil play fun wit me..tel me wait wait wait...wait dao me also slp...

so..wats de different here..different is..u r de KING lo..i m juz orang gaji nia..

wat de hell..u can kacau me..why i cant..juz 10 second nia..marah ard..

u working there not hapi..come back home..scold me la...shit

its hard to brin de mood to come back...

tomolo do ba...damm him de..i wanna leave tis house...

Finally

hmm..finally..everythin come to de end le...

leave all behind de wall le...everything is juz nothing nia...

tis key..tis term..tis memory...i wil keep it...

is end..it start wit brand new beginning le...

think lai think qu also headache..is better dun think le..think of my dream better...hahaha...

Sayonara..arigotou...suki da yo...

Goodbye...once tis post..everythin is lock n leave le....

Bye Bye...

11-1-2010

Monday monday...

start de slimming program le..1st day begin...haha..quite fun also..i like tis...

fruits n vege...all make into drinks...vege also..walao..a bit not nice la..but..bo bian..have to tahan..coz wan slim..is like tis de...

today...many thing wanna do...too many le...

business..business...customer...supplier...accounts...fyp...superman ard...hahahha...

but i like it..coz it make non stop working...hahhaha...so i wont remember u around...

hahaha..i seem so bad...but sorry...tis is de way i onli can do..so i wont remember..

Last Week...Holiday..JIa U JIa U....

tis song..i hope u could listen to it...u wil noe de meaning le...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmXy1tbQabc&feature=player_embedded

de file is too big..cant upload..hahaha..

if a wish come true....
please throw your sorrow...
into my chest and...
i will endure the pain...
though i am small, i found u...
in the future unfinished drawing...
Goodbye..Thank You..I love u..i love u..
Goodbye..Please Smile..Don't cry..what a fool..
the words i want to tell flows endlessly..
i will fall in love with u again and again..

if the dream come true..
it is said that i will give my all from my heart..
even if i disappear, i found u..
with the heart stained with love that didn't dissapear..
Goodbye..Till we meet again...i sorry..i love u..
Goodbye..please smile..don'nt mad..what a fool
missing u is painful..it is enough for me..my dear..
you and me will fall in love again and again

dont forget the eyes which are in love
and the bright lovely pain u gave me..forever..

Goodbye..Thank You..I love u..i love u..
Goodbye..Please Smile..Don't cry..what a fool..
the words i want to tell flows endlessly..
i will fall in love with u again and again..

Goodbye..Till we meet again...i sorry..i love u..
Goodbye..please smile..don'nt mad..what a fool
missing u is painful..it is enough for me..my dear..
you and me will fall in love again and again..

suddenly..missing..when ever i saw some words..i remember u..i oways seem u around..everythin left me wit painful feeling....even walkin around..every moment is u around...

hahaha..baka da na..i so stupid...i so stupid le...haha..:D

why..all is around me..why..izit it have crave in my heart ma..crave le ma...izit..
haizzz...tis so hard for me...so hard..exam also no so hard than tis...haha..

everytime..i make myself busy..so i wont think of u...
i dun like siiting settle down..doin nothing..it appear in my mind...
tats y..i keep de pace running and running...dun wan let it stop...
although i m tired..i m sleepy..but..at least..i wont think of u...
misssing is very painful...haha..
tis is de nature of life..missing..you...haha..
i reali miss it..haha..
stuck me few years ard...few years ard...hahaha..not long..n not short..i hope it could b stop when de time go n go on...i miss u..love u too...

A Movie

juz finish watch a movie..is a navigator of the pilot..2 man...one driver..one navigator...hahaha..

i like tis movie...story begin...

tis 2 man hoping for war..but they are assign to make patrol around...

one day..the man saw sumthing reflect in de device..mean have ppl gather around the hutan...den..actually tat line behind is de enemy line....so they decided to fl there n snap video..mana tau..enemy found...the shoot 2 running roket to them....hit hit hit...boomm...

den the 2 pilots land safely on de ground..but..is behind the enemy line..the r danger...the enemy all..start de search n destroy mission to track them..de navigator run up hill to get good signal to contact to the base...left a hurt leg pilot driver at down hill..mana tau..the enemy found n shoot the pilot..

they heard a sound from uphill..a man shout coz his fren die..suprise...den all enemies go uphill...track them...de man run n run...run n run...

when at safe ground..the man contact base..tell them to send rescue team....

to meet at a point..tat point is very very far from where de man standing...

no choice..the man run ..many thing happen..the enemy track him few times..but he good to run away...

finally he reach de point..but..de rescue team receive order stated that fly back to base..coz they thought de man dead....

finally de man..contact usuin sum other device..to contact back de base..den de rescue team once again come...

the man din lost his hope...finally he rescued...

actually many story lagi..din say out...hard to type..hehe..

but de man..no givin up..when de moment de rescue team back..he saw de helicopter fly back...tat moment is very dissapointed...but..he think another to save himself..he nv gv up...

in de war..no matter how...dun gv up..no matter how hard..no water..many enemies...run n hide..save urself..reach de point...

is very meaningful...no matter how..i wont gv up...

no matter how hard...i wil continue till de end...

New Spec

hahaha..finally..new spec born le....juz now evening take..50% sponsor by my mummy...haha..

thx mummy yea...

tomolo..de toughest training start ard...healthy..n crazy workout..slim is target...hahaha...

jia u jia u...

Jonker Incident

hehe...yesterday..i go jonker bought sumthing...juz to do sum product improvement nia...

tired tired n sleepy sleepy now...hehe...2nd day of apple day...hmmm...

yesterday..i went to my fren stall...chit chat...laugh here n there...fun fun...

den we last time de 4 kings..3 kings at there..keep recall back de secondary memory...ahaha..so crazy...catchin bird..play at field..run here n there..pukul here n there...haha..

4 kings..now all change le..

one..actually veyr guai de..now..stil guai la..but start smoke smoke nia...he din scold bad words be4..even we force him.he wont scold also..

two..thin thin de..ermm..din meet him..juz heard tat he workin in wat wat restorant nia...

three...is jonker sell air tebu de...actually he is bad guy lai de..but..he change to good..den now..he complain tat..he is black de..den ppl put white on his body..den now..he half white half black...hahaha..suffer also..

four...is me...ermm..dunno how i enter n mix wit them..den become 4 kings le..me a..stil guai lo...ermm..u sendiri fill in de blank ba...i dun wan describe me..hehe...

den we talk bout all my gf in secondary..i still miss n wanna find her...my first love..mei ling..i hears she now in penang le..workin..i wanna ask her one question...why we break a...hahahhaa...mei ling...when we will meet once again...

den..jonker incident is..we used to 'suan' de 3rd kings de..many ppl suan one ppl...
den..got one..new boy..dunno his limit..suan dao him bu shuang..den de new boy keep suan lagi..n we stop ard..he stil suan..ma de..den de 3rd kings..cal ppl come..walao..

3 minit nia..many ppl come liao..kejap nia..very efficient...den they scold de new boy...luckly din fight la...if fight..got free show c le..long time din c also...ahahaha..

i juz feel safe..when in secondary skol...many ppl around me..all geng de leader...but i not even use them at once...all i settle myself de...haha..

hmmm....today...i think nothing can do le ba..plannin start fyp le..many thing to do..but ned to plan also..so tat my time is wisely used n hapi...haha..

3-1-2010

Wow Wow...is 3th day ard...but todai is de 1st day of apple day...hahaha...

yesterday half day apple liao de..but my parent din cook..so they say wan go out makan..hehe..i hv to teman them eat...but my mum wan belanja...bo bian lo..makan also..den break de apple rules le...haizz...but...Thx Mum..

today..juz back from make a new spec..hehe..ermmm..mum buy de..dunno why..suddenly so nice wor...buy for me...seem like my words of explaination wake her up ma...haha..by de way...Thx Mum...again..hehe

hmmm...found out few way to slim my stomach n thighs...home work out...haha..burn fat burn fat....

hmmm..goin to my sister there to c her baby...long time din c le...haha...

tata...to b continue yea..slim slim jia u..

1-1-2010

yeah..is another new day le....

today..whole day watch taiwan comedy nia...watch till shuang....hehe

healthy slimming program start le..

every morning..exercise..evening exercise...hahaha...

APPLE DAY 3 DAY...clean stomach...jia u jia u...