Holiday

MOnday..Back from de holiday...goin Genting n KL...haha...

haizzz...Its Nice Holiday...hope it could b everyday is holiday...but in dream onli nia...

at first day..goin to genting...late for bus..lucky can hold de bus on time..good good...den reach KL..coz of de time problem..we trake taxi..illegal de...hahaha...

one hour..de taxi man reali one hour reach genting first world hotel..haha....den check in..Thx to Uncle Kamarul...haha...for de cheap cheap big room..hahha..Uncle..Take care yea...

den casino...hahaha..shuang shuang...de most shuang is not casino..is de fun n fresh air...

leavin melaka..holiday..relax a bit..is nice..when back to melaka..is reali not nice le...

den go KL..geng liao..no hotel wor..wat de shit dao...hahaha..but...lucky got big sis help..go find de hotel...haha...YY38..kan..so small room..fuk lo..but ok la..bo bian also de....

den shoppin time..go here n there..walk walk walk...wlak dao shuang..leg also tired..come out water ball lagi..hahaha...

when back to melaka...is reali sien..back to a place..full of pressure...full of decision....

parent hope me graduate fast fast..but me here stuck wit timetable problem...n might wit supp paper problem..

so tired...so tired...so tired...

decision...very sien...they dunno me how pressure i m...how much desire i wan graduate now...explain wil onli burn my temper up nia...

they stil not believe me...say me oways sing k...play here n there...but do u now ehn de time i study hard for revision...u dunno...u juz noe me go play...go out...nia....

when i say..u stil no believe...wat shud i do..wat shud i reali ned to do..ia lso dunno...

explaining is not my pattern...wan me explain..can..i can do it..but explain le..u dtil no believe..den ask me explain for wat...haizzz

i oways is baby to them...one day i wil grow also..u wan me oways baby in ur eyes a....tight me up ma...gv me some space plz...i wan so space...i ard pushin myself to de limit to study le..plz..i not complaining...but i hope u can gv me space...

pushin me..gv me negative thinkin..oways ur style..parent oways negative de..sked tis n tat...wat for...haizzz....

why juz cant gv some space...u say u gv me...but u say me too much..din use it wisely...but..exercise ok ma...no yam cha...if yam cha..i noe is my fault..

dun tight me so much...i sked i wil reali goin crazy soon...

plz...plz....i not so well to control de pressure big big de...i learnin also...

dun press me...plz..plzz....

i decide to become study study nia..plz..dun press me...i beg u..plzz...

i dun wan like tis feeling...decision decision...i so enough wit tis...haizzz...

no more hapiness le...soon..no more soon le...goin to empty zero hapiness le ba...hmmmm...

glad wit tis...