Piano

when kemas-ing my grandma room...i found tis...hahaha...old old piano..yamaha..expensive de...hahhaha...

last time i got play de...forget all le la...hahaha..nice nice..

Holiday

MOnday..Back from de holiday...goin Genting n KL...haha...

haizzz...Its Nice Holiday...hope it could b everyday is holiday...but in dream onli nia...

at first day..goin to genting...late for bus..lucky can hold de bus on time..good good...den reach KL..coz of de time problem..we trake taxi..illegal de...hahaha...

one hour..de taxi man reali one hour reach genting first world hotel..haha....den check in..Thx to Uncle Kamarul...haha...for de cheap cheap big room..hahha..Uncle..Take care yea...

den casino...hahaha..shuang shuang...de most shuang is not casino..is de fun n fresh air...

leavin melaka..holiday..relax a bit..is nice..when back to melaka..is reali not nice le...

den go KL..geng liao..no hotel wor..wat de shit dao...hahaha..but...lucky got big sis help..go find de hotel...haha...YY38..kan..so small room..fuk lo..but ok la..bo bian also de....

den shoppin time..go here n there..walk walk walk...wlak dao shuang..leg also tired..come out water ball lagi..hahaha...

when back to melaka...is reali sien..back to a place..full of pressure...full of decision....

parent hope me graduate fast fast..but me here stuck wit timetable problem...n might wit supp paper problem..

so tired...so tired...so tired...

decision...very sien...they dunno me how pressure i m...how much desire i wan graduate now...explain wil onli burn my temper up nia...

they stil not believe me...say me oways sing k...play here n there...but do u now ehn de time i study hard for revision...u dunno...u juz noe me go play...go out...nia....

when i say..u stil no believe...wat shud i do..wat shud i reali ned to do..ia lso dunno...

explaining is not my pattern...wan me explain..can..i can do it..but explain le..u dtil no believe..den ask me explain for wat...haizzz

i oways is baby to them...one day i wil grow also..u wan me oways baby in ur eyes a....tight me up ma...gv me some space plz...i wan so space...i ard pushin myself to de limit to study le..plz..i not complaining...but i hope u can gv me space...

pushin me..gv me negative thinkin..oways ur style..parent oways negative de..sked tis n tat...wat for...haizzz....

why juz cant gv some space...u say u gv me...but u say me too much..din use it wisely...but..exercise ok ma...no yam cha...if yam cha..i noe is my fault..

dun tight me so much...i sked i wil reali goin crazy soon...

plz...plz....i not so well to control de pressure big big de...i learnin also...

dun press me...plz..plzz....

i decide to become study study nia..plz..dun press me...i beg u..plzz...

i dun wan like tis feeling...decision decision...i so enough wit tis...haizzz...

no more hapiness le...soon..no more soon le...goin to empty zero hapiness le ba...hmmmm...

glad wit tis...

Last Sem..?? @@ ??

first day of skolling..i m so tired..juz can say tis..

worse n worse le..today..run here n there juz to find out de answer for my few questions...

i might b extend coz of coco...if tis become real..my words is reali powerful...

haizzzz...........i dunno how to decide ard...i so tired...so messy...hen luan...

dunno how ard la...haizzzz..........

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz yooooooooo

juz can walk n c from day to day nia...

duno how to say ard...

Haizzz

actually..de feeling is good de..wanna do fyp..wan to start early...

but gv de KING kacau my feeling...affecting me now...sien sien...

i juz open sound..de fb game de sound...not more than 10 second..kena marah ard..

he say..u play wat lin game..tis game cannot off de sound si ma...kacau nia...

FXXK u..ma de...last time i wan slp..u also open de sound..i say close...u stil play fun wit me..tel me wait wait wait...wait dao me also slp...

so..wats de different here..different is..u r de KING lo..i m juz orang gaji nia..

wat de hell..u can kacau me..why i cant..juz 10 second nia..marah ard..

u working there not hapi..come back home..scold me la...shit

its hard to brin de mood to come back...

tomolo do ba...damm him de..i wanna leave tis house...

Finally

hmm..finally..everythin come to de end le...

leave all behind de wall le...everything is juz nothing nia...

tis key..tis term..tis memory...i wil keep it...

is end..it start wit brand new beginning le...

think lai think qu also headache..is better dun think le..think of my dream better...hahaha...

Sayonara..arigotou...suki da yo...

Goodbye...once tis post..everythin is lock n leave le....

Bye Bye...

11-1-2010

Monday monday...

start de slimming program le..1st day begin...haha..quite fun also..i like tis...

fruits n vege...all make into drinks...vege also..walao..a bit not nice la..but..bo bian..have to tahan..coz wan slim..is like tis de...

today...many thing wanna do...too many le...

business..business...customer...supplier...accounts...fyp...superman ard...hahahha...

but i like it..coz it make non stop working...hahhaha...so i wont remember u around...

hahaha..i seem so bad...but sorry...tis is de way i onli can do..so i wont remember..

Last Week...Holiday..JIa U JIa U....

tis song..i hope u could listen to it...u wil noe de meaning le...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmXy1tbQabc&feature=player_embedded

de file is too big..cant upload..hahaha..

if a wish come true....
please throw your sorrow...
into my chest and...
i will endure the pain...
though i am small, i found u...
in the future unfinished drawing...
Goodbye..Thank You..I love u..i love u..
Goodbye..Please Smile..Don't cry..what a fool..
the words i want to tell flows endlessly..
i will fall in love with u again and again..

if the dream come true..
it is said that i will give my all from my heart..
even if i disappear, i found u..
with the heart stained with love that didn't dissapear..
Goodbye..Till we meet again...i sorry..i love u..
Goodbye..please smile..don'nt mad..what a fool
missing u is painful..it is enough for me..my dear..
you and me will fall in love again and again

dont forget the eyes which are in love
and the bright lovely pain u gave me..forever..

Goodbye..Thank You..I love u..i love u..
Goodbye..Please Smile..Don't cry..what a fool..
the words i want to tell flows endlessly..
i will fall in love with u again and again..

Goodbye..Till we meet again...i sorry..i love u..
Goodbye..please smile..don'nt mad..what a fool
missing u is painful..it is enough for me..my dear..
you and me will fall in love again and again..

suddenly..missing..when ever i saw some words..i remember u..i oways seem u around..everythin left me wit painful feeling....even walkin around..every moment is u around...

hahaha..baka da na..i so stupid...i so stupid le...haha..:D

why..all is around me..why..izit it have crave in my heart ma..crave le ma...izit..
haizzz...tis so hard for me...so hard..exam also no so hard than tis...haha..

everytime..i make myself busy..so i wont think of u...
i dun like siiting settle down..doin nothing..it appear in my mind...
tats y..i keep de pace running and running...dun wan let it stop...
although i m tired..i m sleepy..but..at least..i wont think of u...
misssing is very painful...haha..
tis is de nature of life..missing..you...haha..
i reali miss it..haha..
stuck me few years ard...few years ard...hahaha..not long..n not short..i hope it could b stop when de time go n go on...i miss u..love u too...

A Movie

juz finish watch a movie..is a navigator of the pilot..2 man...one driver..one navigator...hahaha..

i like tis movie...story begin...

tis 2 man hoping for war..but they are assign to make patrol around...

one day..the man saw sumthing reflect in de device..mean have ppl gather around the hutan...den..actually tat line behind is de enemy line....so they decided to fl there n snap video..mana tau..enemy found...the shoot 2 running roket to them....hit hit hit...boomm...

den the 2 pilots land safely on de ground..but..is behind the enemy line..the r danger...the enemy all..start de search n destroy mission to track them..de navigator run up hill to get good signal to contact to the base...left a hurt leg pilot driver at down hill..mana tau..the enemy found n shoot the pilot..

they heard a sound from uphill..a man shout coz his fren die..suprise...den all enemies go uphill...track them...de man run n run...run n run...

when at safe ground..the man contact base..tell them to send rescue team....

to meet at a point..tat point is very very far from where de man standing...

no choice..the man run ..many thing happen..the enemy track him few times..but he good to run away...

finally he reach de point..but..de rescue team receive order stated that fly back to base..coz they thought de man dead....

finally de man..contact usuin sum other device..to contact back de base..den de rescue team once again come...

the man din lost his hope...finally he rescued...

actually many story lagi..din say out...hard to type..hehe..

but de man..no givin up..when de moment de rescue team back..he saw de helicopter fly back...tat moment is very dissapointed...but..he think another to save himself..he nv gv up...

in de war..no matter how...dun gv up..no matter how hard..no water..many enemies...run n hide..save urself..reach de point...

is very meaningful...no matter how..i wont gv up...

no matter how hard...i wil continue till de end...

New Spec

hahaha..finally..new spec born le....juz now evening take..50% sponsor by my mummy...haha..

thx mummy yea...

tomolo..de toughest training start ard...healthy..n crazy workout..slim is target...hahaha...

jia u jia u...

Jonker Incident

hehe...yesterday..i go jonker bought sumthing...juz to do sum product improvement nia...

tired tired n sleepy sleepy now...hehe...2nd day of apple day...hmmm...

yesterday..i went to my fren stall...chit chat...laugh here n there...fun fun...

den we last time de 4 kings..3 kings at there..keep recall back de secondary memory...ahaha..so crazy...catchin bird..play at field..run here n there..pukul here n there...haha..

4 kings..now all change le..

one..actually veyr guai de..now..stil guai la..but start smoke smoke nia...he din scold bad words be4..even we force him.he wont scold also..

two..thin thin de..ermm..din meet him..juz heard tat he workin in wat wat restorant nia...

three...is jonker sell air tebu de...actually he is bad guy lai de..but..he change to good..den now..he complain tat..he is black de..den ppl put white on his body..den now..he half white half black...hahaha..suffer also..

four...is me...ermm..dunno how i enter n mix wit them..den become 4 kings le..me a..stil guai lo...ermm..u sendiri fill in de blank ba...i dun wan describe me..hehe...

den we talk bout all my gf in secondary..i still miss n wanna find her...my first love..mei ling..i hears she now in penang le..workin..i wanna ask her one question...why we break a...hahahhaa...mei ling...when we will meet once again...

den..jonker incident is..we used to 'suan' de 3rd kings de..many ppl suan one ppl...
den..got one..new boy..dunno his limit..suan dao him bu shuang..den de new boy keep suan lagi..n we stop ard..he stil suan..ma de..den de 3rd kings..cal ppl come..walao..

3 minit nia..many ppl come liao..kejap nia..very efficient...den they scold de new boy...luckly din fight la...if fight..got free show c le..long time din c also...ahahaha..

i juz feel safe..when in secondary skol...many ppl around me..all geng de leader...but i not even use them at once...all i settle myself de...haha..

hmmm....today...i think nothing can do le ba..plannin start fyp le..many thing to do..but ned to plan also..so tat my time is wisely used n hapi...haha..

3-1-2010

Wow Wow...is 3th day ard...but todai is de 1st day of apple day...hahaha...

yesterday half day apple liao de..but my parent din cook..so they say wan go out makan..hehe..i hv to teman them eat...but my mum wan belanja...bo bian lo..makan also..den break de apple rules le...haizz...but...Thx Mum..

today..juz back from make a new spec..hehe..ermmm..mum buy de..dunno why..suddenly so nice wor...buy for me...seem like my words of explaination wake her up ma...haha..by de way...Thx Mum...again..hehe

hmmm...found out few way to slim my stomach n thighs...home work out...haha..burn fat burn fat....

hmmm..goin to my sister there to c her baby...long time din c le...haha...

tata...to b continue yea..slim slim jia u..

1-1-2010

yeah..is another new day le....

today..whole day watch taiwan comedy nia...watch till shuang....hehe

healthy slimming program start le..

every morning..exercise..evening exercise...hahaha...

APPLE DAY 3 DAY...clean stomach...jia u jia u...